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I am sorry for all that are in and suffering today. And sorry for my comments I about to

I am sorry for all that are in and suffering today. And sorry for my comments I about to type. I feel sad and alone. Depressed and in need. Yet, when I read the requests on here, I feel as though, perhaps I don't have it as bad as others. Sometimes, we let worries and cares over welm us to the point we cannot focus on the solution. We focus on the problems. Not solutions. I do have faith and believe in the power of prayer. I ask God in Jesus name to bless us all and provide for all our needs, and quickly, open doors we do not see and give us the faith and strength to walk through. Amen.
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barbie49701   in reply to mr3milesmile   on

HEY NOW, MY HEART IS HEAVY, MY OLDER BROTHER IS SUFFERING SO MUCH, HIS TEETH AN

Have you called any dentist? In our state their are low income places and they do the work and ur charged by you income. No income. No cost...
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barbie49701   in reply to barbie49701   on

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Try the website www.gofundme.com I saw this on Good Morning Amercia. It's worth a shot. And can't hurt to try.
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Reading the requests online breaks my heart. I wish their was more I could do to help

Reading the requests online breaks my heart. I wish their was more I could do to help others and myself. Heavenly Father I ask you to please have mercy upon us and hear each request written on this page. Please provide for all our needs. Please be with us. Please hear all our prayers and be with us all. In Jesus name I ask and I pray, Amen.
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barbie49701   in reply to lily59   on

Thanks to congress I lost my only income of $64 a week, I am behind on rent and on verge

I hear ya I feel the same way about unemployment at this point. Thank You Congress 4 Helping the people in this country!!!! Yet as I sit here I see programs on tv to help other countries and feed them. What about the people in this country? Where's the help for Americans?
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help: Feeling sad about in tears 2day.... :-( I feel as though I let my dad who passed away

Feeling sad about in tears 2day.... :-( I feel as though I let my dad who passed away down. My sister and I both promised him his last on this earth we resume responsibility for all that he provided as head of our family. Yet, here I am unable to help come up with any money to pay for my mom and the kids insurance. We need to 200.00 dollars by the end of the month or they will discontinue their much needed insurance. My poor sister has went above and beyond to take over providing for my mom and family is his absence. Then theirs poverty stricken me. Barely making ends meet. I saw a thing on the good morning show for this fund raising thing online. I hope to god someone helps us raise this money for the medical insurance or were up a creek without a paddle. For real. I don't know what else to do.
Here's a link.....
http://www.gofundme.com/h...
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barbie49701   in reply to barbie49701   on

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I am hurting for a car or truck. I walk to work and can barely walk home. I have been barely getting by but I am keeping on keeping on. Anyone who believes in prayer as much as I do please pray about this for me thank you all.
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barbie49701   in reply to barbie49701   on

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Well I am not sure how many people will figure out how to read this. However, I finally got my internet back on. I also got a job. I have been very blessed. I am very thankful for all the prayers from anyone. I wanted to come an encourage everyone who's been posting needs and concerns to not give up and to keep your chin up. Everyone it will work out in the end. However, I do not think I will be coming back to this site again. I don't like the changes at all. I liked it so much the way it was. Good bye permenantly from Northern Michigan.
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barbie49701   in reply to AidpageTeam   on

confused: what did they do to aid page and why? how do i get to my home page?

I thought this place was cool cause it wasn't like facebook and twitter.
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barbie49701   in reply to barbie49701   on

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I don't like this new aid page I am super grrrrr!!! I finally got internet went to look for my page to share and it's gone, Where are the things I've already shared? Where are all the messages? I don't like this at all I thought my page was pretty and I enjoyed going through. Why do these sites keep changing things trying to make things better? Why cant' they just leave well enough alone. It's the same with facebook. It's all good. And Bamm!!! Changed it again and again, I tell ya I'm getting tired of all it. Tired of these websites!
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barbie49701   in reply to barbie49701   on

Another lonely sad night in Michigan.....

 in response to JLM...   Amen to that I agree with u. I pray for him. However, when I pray I ask your will be done not mine. I want what God has planned for me. I have learned that Gods plan is much better. I have been trying to surrender to the will of God in all areas of my life. Yes, wow, it is so so lonely. Yet I am not given more than I can bear. I am also given an abundance of peace in the lord. I seek his love and guidence, which the more I learn and read the bible the more fruit of the spirit I bear. I am in love with Jesus. He is the best friend I've ever had. Never abandons me or forsakes me. Is always there when I am need. Your correct sorrow my endure through the night however joy comes in the morning. I praise God for the blessings of joy. Thank you for the encouragement. I will look at that video and see if I can find it on youtube.
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barbie49701   in reply to canalzone   on

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 in response to canalzone...   I've been on this site for not a very long time. However, I believe this site is here to encourage people. For me it's a place I can vent. I can share my story. I can pray for others. I wish I had the means to help everyone. I wish I could. However, I have my own burdens at the moment. So what I can tell u is please don't let one person who's having an issue with themselves trying to bust out on others lessen your experience here. I encourage you to please keep your chin up. Any need brought before God is not unheard. I pray God will provide for you and your family. Times are hard. Yet God is bigger. God bless you my dear~Barbara
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Worry

The whether in Northern michigan is full of joy, happiness, and peace today :). I was thinking to myself peace is a choice. You can choose to let unhappiness and let worry to rule you. Or you can allow it to over take your thoughts. It's hard though to not be overtaken with worry when your in financial need. So how do we over come worry. That is my thoughts today? What do I do to over come worry? Why should I net worry over take my thoughts and rule me?
Well for 1 worrying accomplishes absolutely nothing for any of us. I know what your thinking cause I am thinking the same thing. You don't know me Barbara. So why the heck do you think u can tell me not to worry. You don't my circumstances. Your right I don't. However, I do know little something something about worry. So we maybe bonded together in our experiences.
I know that by freaking out and worrying I can't think straight. I don't accomplish anything. I have worried till I made myself sick. Which only made things worse for me and those around me :( . So why do we allow ourselves to give into worry? Just a suggestion, easier said than done. For me to.

Matthew 6:27-29
Can all your worries add a single moment to your life? And why worry about your clothing? Look at the lilies of the field and how they grow. They don't work or make their clothing, yet Solomon in all his glory was not dressed as beautifully as they are. (NLT)
- When we look to a biblical point of view even Jesus said that worry doesn't add a single moment to our life. We still grow old. We still live. Even when something happens. The world doesn't stand still cause of our needs. So, it's hard to do but we have to keep on keepin on. Myself included.

Another reason not to worry. Worrying is not Good for you at all. It becomes a mental burden that cause you so much self destruction. In so many ways. Causing you a lot of sickness. Studies have shown that when a person is stressed the brain causes the body release toxins into the body. Over a period of time these toxins can be very harmful to the body. One example of this is cortisone. Which is know to cause woman to gain weight in there belly area.

Proverbs 12:25
Worry weighs a person down; an encouraging word cheers a person up. (NLT)
It is written that worry weighs us down. Well Amen to that. Because when I worry I feel like I huge weight on my shoulders n at times, I don't wanna even get out of bed. Yet, I am blessed to have friends who encourage me. These encouraging words build me up. Which as scripture say it does cheer me up. So I think that maybe if we spent more time encouraging ourselves it would help. Me included.
One huge reason I know I should not worry is because it's not trusting God. So, when I worry, I try to replace worry with prayer. Because for me prayer=hope and trust in god.

So for me to over come worry I pray. It works for me because God hears and answers my prayers so much. I am so blessed to have God in my life. So I pray for all those today that are worried.
Heavenly Father, I lift up all those today who are members of this site and are full of worry. I surrender there worries unto you and I ask n pray that you will take away all their worries today. Watch over us all and protect us all from the evils of worry, deliver us all, in Jesus name I pray, I also thank you for the deliverence you've given to those in need.Amen. Be Blessed all of you~Barbara
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barbie49701   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to TopIndependentConsultant...   Hello Sir I am need of assistence I pray daily and want to honor God with my life. However, past failures have let to poverty I am currently hit with. I ask God to help. Maybe you could be my answer? Please msg me. Also please email at daydreamer_barbie2010@yahoo.com if you are genuine in your offer. I can share more of struggles in faith and life. If needed. I have no phone hence poverty, but I am gonna keep on keepin on. God blesses me no matter what because he is love. And all good things come from God. I hope u can msg me back. N give me help. If not God bless you anyways.
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barbie49701   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to ThereIsAlwaysHope...   In my own personal struggles I have found that an abuse recovery group is benefitual. No one tries to fix u. Only listens and says thank you for sharing. Get the lessons of the group the study is to over come abuse. There are a lot of free online sites where u are able to have nickname, no real address. Yet able to share without judgement.
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barbie49701   in reply to SysBot   on

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 in response to ThereIsAlwaysHope...   Oh my dear, my heart reaches out to you, I am giving you a cyber hug right now telling u, I'm so so sory that happened to you. I really am gonna lift you in my prayers tonight, I ask and pray for comfort peace to surround your whole being with the perfect love of God, If you ever need an ear to listen or vent one on one msg me, I will share in your tears, God bless you my dear and keep you under the shadow of his wings.Amen~ Barbara
Please I hope u listen to the song, listen to the words, I pray it brings u peace, and speaks where you feel you are unable to *hugs*
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barbie49701   in reply to SysBot   on

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 in response to maggielynn1...   God Bless You Maggie Lynn!!!!!
I am glad you had a blessed Easter, I pray that hot goes away for you I really do, that you will find comfort and peace there. I also pray for your breathing my dear, I am only 32 but I watch my grandma 77 and I know what ya mean about the old honey, I have watched her slow way down, but she still makes it, little slower, little more painful, but she makes it in the end. You will to maggie lynn.
I ask o Lord please comfort maggie lynn right now, I lift her up, you know her struggles, her sorrows, more than anyone, even better than maggie I think, I ask you right now in Jesus name, shower your love upon her, meet her needs, provide her your refuge in times of sorrow or times of need, be with her always, allow her to see and feel you peace comfort and love, always and forevers, In Jesus name I pray Amen.
God Bless You!!!!~ Barbara
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barbie49701   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to Mystic_Scorpio...   Hi I wish I could make a donation to help you, I was facing eviction myself this week, however, I have prayed and prayed and prayed, cried, been denied help from all agencies. Yet God made a way for me. God can provide a way for you to I am sure. I can't donate money, but I can donate you my time and pray for you.

O Lord right now, I lift this person and their needs unto you, I ask that you will please bless them with abundance and meet all there needs right now, open the way because you are the way the great comfort and refuge in our times of need, I do not know where this person faith lies oh Lord, However, I know my faith is in you, I believe all things are possible through you, I am pleading for the needs of these people right now please o please my Lord have mercy upon me and hear my plea, they need your help your intervention in their lives so now, please act as fast you did when you said Let there be light and there was light, if you say it or will it oh Lord it will be done, i believe it is your will to help all mankind, I thank you praise you in Jesus name, Amen.

Again, sorry I am unable to send money, I will keep lifting you, God bless you and you provide for all your needs,Amen. ~Barbara
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Do feel lost in the fog of confusion?

Your surrounded by an unknown cloudiness within your mind. Your thoughts become negative and very hurtful. You feel your heart beating super fast within your chest. Where are you going? What are you going to do? You feel like your blinded. You can't see which way to go. Everything's a blur. There's no peace anywhere around you. Then loneliness strikes you with sudden panic and fear! It stabs you like a knife strike threw your chest. You can't breath, your gasping for air. You sit down on the floor weeping............
Anyone who has ever had their heart broken can relate to these feelings. You do feel this way. You feel so alone and abandoned you don't want to go on with your life anymore. As, you weep, you think about how pathetic and horrible you are. You feel so weak. We've all been there at some point in our lives.
The point where we review all the good things we've done for others. All the kind gestures. Now, here we are after all the goodness we've given those in the world were all alone. You think I don't deserve this. You say, “Why? Why? Why God is this happening to me? I'd give anything to just make it through this night.” Maybe your reading this because your to that point right now?
I want to start out telling you, your not alone. God knows everything that happens to us in this world. There's a big difference in allowing things to happen and being the cause of those things that happen to us. However, when we get into that state of mind that I like to call the fog, we sometimes blame God for the sorrow and brokenness we feel. Let me point something out to you, when your at your weakest point who to you call out to? You call out to God. Not just to blame him but ask him why? Your seeking his wisdom, knowledge, and understanding about what is happening to you. Your asking, also, because you want Gods help. I've found myself in this similar situation again tonight. As, many other nights. Perhaps the same for you if your reading this.
Weeping and sorrow calling out to God. I realized something though. God allows us to feel this way so he can comfort us. Many people only turn to God when bad things happen. As, sad it seems yes we do. There are many who just use god to try and get what they can. Then once they get what they want they leave and turn their backs on God. How many of us have had friends do that to us? Can you imagine how God feels when mankind, his loved creations, treat him like a genie in a bottle? I get mad just thinking about it.
The point I am getting at tonight is that I want everyone who reads this to think about this when they are suffering. Where does the good things come from in morning after the night of suffering? Where does comfort come from? Where does peace come from? Where does that feeling of I know I'm not okay but I am okay come from? I want to tell you now it comes from God. James 1:17 says every good thing is from the father of lights. God created light in the beginning, it's that same God I'm talking about. He doesn't want us to suffer. He wants us to be happy and joyful. Why because he loves us. God is love.
This is a little different than most my blog postings. However, I just wanted to share this with someone. So if you read this praise God. Also, if you read this and your lost in the fog remember God loves you!!!! Your never alone!!! I'm never alone!!!! Praise God!!!! God can see into the hearts of every man women, and child. In a round about way we can say God can see what other can't within us. He can see our true colors whether were dark, blue, yellow, or red. God still loves us because God is love.
I ask oh Lord today, Anyone who reads this post or comes to this site you shower your love upon them in your own special way, I ask your will be done in our lives, watch over and protect us all, deliver us all from evil and do not allow us to be lead into temptation. I ask that you provide for the many needs that have listed upon the aid pages. The needs are great O Lord, but I believe and have faith you are bigger so I ask that you meet those needs today, extend thy loving hands into the lives of your creations right now and show us your still with us, still providing for us, still making the way for everyone, I hope and pray O Lord my God, in Jesus name I pray and ask and hope, In Jesus name I praise u, blessed be the name of our lord, forever holy, Amen.~Barbara
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PRAISE GOD MY PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED!!!!! :-)

Forecast to day, it's raining in Northern michingan 40 degrees and windy, however, praise report for all those who have read my posts in the pasts. I think you better sit. Okay your online you probably already are. Yesterday afternoon a woman I used to babysit for saw my fb post that I was in need. So she is a manager at a local gas station. She offered me a job. I don't have a phone she just popped in. Next my biological mother, she messaged me last night also on facebook. She and my dad are going to help me with my rent. No homeless shelter!!! Praise be to God. All my prayers have been answered. Now I am just waiting to see what God's will is to be done with my Husband. Please remember us everyone, please remember to lift up our marriage to God and lift it that Gods will be done, not ours. I thank all of you who have been following my little story, the tears we've shared, the prayers, the encouraging words, Thank you and I pray God blesses all of you with joy and provides for your every need, even those who have not been reading my posts, I pray and lift you all up, and I tell you all, God provides a way, the creator of the universe and this entire world does hear you when you say Heavenly father help me, provide for me, thy will be done not mine, In Jesus name I pray.Amen. So forecast today may be wet and nasty and cold, but inside I'm happy praising the lord with all my heart, Thank you Jesus, to you oh lord be all the praise Glory and honor, I am so thankful. Be Blessed all of you~ Barbara
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